haiz, sick
Thursday, December 30, 2004

from yesterday, i fell sick. haiz. fever, sore throat, flu, cough blahz.. haiz. so sad. i think i ate too much heaty things ba. + i yesterday and the day before go go sell uniform. then maybe fall sick.. haiz. then tmw still wan to plan go camping at east coast. like that now how i go? my dad also fell sick. sianz. same sickness. then he went to see the doc. and took some med back. lolz we both share med. haiz.

then suppose to go back to school and sell uni for the last day. now cannot liao. haiz. then yesterday went down with my dad to bukit view pri sch to take the edusave merit bursary... then we both are down with fever. over there beri stuffy. was like.. arghz.. then my fever also rose. then 2pidly go up stage and take liao then go back liao lo. 2pid manz. waste time. got $250 for the bursary. then saving it up to bank..+ $100 also to bank from the money i earned from work.

haiz.. then sch reopening soon le. 2pid jjc got what camp. i dun wan to go le.. but say its compulsory de le..hope that time i still a bit sick then dun need to go. so dumb. beri ex somemore u knw. $88. then beri ma fan.

okayokay.. i still got more things to say. but then i no strength type sia. haiz... write also no strength. go eat med liao.

c'ya!
(wan to really enjoy for tmw camp but so many things are cropped up. )

-sickly tengwan

-1:22:00 PM



nothing
Monday, December 27, 2004

hmm.. days really really flies. now, its 6more days to sch reopen. new things are awaiting for me. haiz.. i wonder how will everything be like. haiz.. today nth much le.. just play sims 2 and keep playing. actually not playing la. i m building the house. hehz.. i prefer building and designing better than playing the actual sims. =p

haiz.. i shld say, 4 years in fuhua just pass like that. really fast manz. i could still rememeber vivdly that during sec one reg, it was raining. we suppose to reach at 8, but many of us were late because of the rain. and my ma and me stop down at the wrong bus stop. and had to walk all the way from yuhua to fuhua. i still can rem everything. then the concert, the first event was co. i was immediately mesmerised by the yangqin and the co. i had yangqin from my bro frens somewhere during my starting of PSLE. then i was like trying out and playing simple songs. when in fuhua, i saw the brochure and the concert, i was overjoy to see yangqin there.. haha.. then was like i die die also wan go play yangqin. haiz..and this was 4 years back liao. it seems like yesterday....
the 1G and 2G really gave me lots and lots of memories. sweet ones. sec 2 life was the most memorable one. really. haiz... time just past by.. leaving behind me... and i m really gratful to those teachers whom had taught me for some years.. even guide me. miss hoe, miss tan, mrs tay, mr chia, mrs raja, mrs tai, mr kho and more... they sometimes inspired me to much that i changed. esp miss hoe and miss tan. they make great changes to my personalities and thinking. haiz.. all had past.i will remember them through my life.....

-tengwan

-1:54:00 PM



Blessed Christmas
Saturday, December 25, 2004

Blessed christmas to everyone!! today is christmas..haha.. 25/12/04. hmm.. a year is going to end. guess how i spent my christmas? haiz.. was so disappointed with my christmas this year. haiz.. we all continue to paint my living room. ceiliing some more le..! aiyo.. bad christmas. neck so pain.. hand too. haiz.. i really hope i could like at least celebrate christmas. but my family seems to dun care abt christmas. really wish i could join a christmas party or sth like that.. haiz... so sad.

fingers so pain sia.. wash wash wash.. then beri pain. haiz.. today just paint the whole 2pid day! and nth esle. 2pid way to spent the christmas. haiz. then somemore i do what thing also wrong. 2pid. then i beri not shuang la.. 2pid...

bad christmas...=(

now its already 6.. so sianz.. din even enjoy this christmas at all..=(

haiz...
go play sims 2....

-bad christmas 04 tengwan

-5:58:00 PM



work?
Friday, December 24, 2004

it has been a few days since i last blog liao.. yesterday went back to school to sell uniform.. haha. was quite an experience lo. pple all ask why must buy buttons sia.. they thot was normal buttons. oh well, then have to explain and explain for them.. then many of the sec 1s was so small. one even came to me and wanted all the smallest uniform. haha.. then cos got blouse and the skirt. then was like they say 36 blouse and 30 skirt. ( i mean the size) then i was like sometimes go blur at first. then how many sets.. blahz.. then i go blur. haha.. after a while, got used to it then ok. haha.. i hope i din give any of them wrong change or orders.
then the auntie and uncle quite gd le. (those who employed us lo) was like treated us bread and packet drinks then also gave us lunch to eat. and in the end also paid us $30. lolz. not beri much but beri gd liao le. we reached there at 7.30am and ended at around 2.30pm. not bad lo. too bad they dun wan more pple today. haiz.. cannot go. cos not that many pple after the reg one. so 2 of them will be enough. haiz
so me, yunrou, jingyi, jingyi's sis, alvin, benji and zhuming went to help out yesterday selling the Uni. me, yr, jy's sis and alvin was selling the girls uni. while others are opposite selling the boy's uni. then hor.. someone pants.... "paaak!" tear le... lolz.. dunno how she did it.. oopps.. later she kill me for saying out..shldnt say who she is. haha.. so funny. then the auntie agreed to give her sch skirt to wear lo. hahah.. so funny. laugh till i fall sia.

then yesterday i went to give miss hoe the minature. hm.. thou i din see her.. but got sms. =) haha.. she said it was lovely. and i did it by myself. thou i din like craft. lolz.. ya lo.. i cant do crafts.. can draw only.. haha..

okay. nth much today le.. so sianz. alone at home again.. awW i wanna go sch sell U. haiz...lolz.

blahz...

okay.. nth liao ba.. bye byee!

-tengwan

-1:09:00 PM



dunno la..
Tuesday, December 21, 2004

today i finish the minature for her le.. the sofa looks quite ugly..
aiya.. now no mood like that le.. 2pid.. i also dunno y..no mood to play things.. no mood at all. moodswing?

i dunno

i have been saying "dunno" these few days.. i dunno y ... everything is so dunno..

all of the sudden beri vexed like that.. so troubled..

i dunno a single thing. dun wish to talk at all. dun wish to reply to others. what's is this? i dunno
sometimes really yearn for a minute of quietness.....

really i do....

okay.. today jingyi came over again to play sims 2.. then play play play.. i do my minature. then com over heat again. almost everyday over heat one le.. 2pid com... 2pid com....

okay.. nth much to write.. sianz..

-tengwan

-11:02:00 PM



first day of the week
Monday, December 20, 2004

hmm.. sianz lo.. today also nth much. today woke up go to temple and bai my ah gong.. haha.. cos tmw is dongzhi. thou i ate tangyuan today liao.. still got a few in the kitchen. =p yummy.. haha.. like peanut tangyuan. but cannot eat too much. later i gastric pain again.

hmm.. then afternoon went to watch movie with someone.. ocean twelve. he treat me le.. lolz.. i watch until i blur blur. dunno what the movie talking abt. haha.. then was like i blur from the start to the end. but i still can at least understand the plot maybe 60% ba. the plot is abt a group of men formed together and go rob the rich and those beri beri rich eggs in the museum.. blahz..haha. then its quite funny the way they tried to steal. beri smart also. it was said to be one of the "smart movies" ba. beri clever also. then the characters inside all like look the same to me. i cant differetiate properly lolz... then i go blur. they like to shoot wavy and moving scenes. then make me giddy .. haha.. wo hao mei yong arz..! =p then the story always like talk half go to another scene. but they all say is a beri gd movie. but i dun see y. maybe i m more suitable for those kiddy flims ba. haha.. my eng not beri gd also.. so the movie was actually quite chim. i read chinese words then i understand. haha.. maybe also because i din watch ocean eleven ba.

oh well, then after that came home was like eating and eating and eating.. i kept eating.. beri glutton lo. haha.. then after dinner play need for speed hot pursuit with my bro. lolz.. shuang. beri exciting. haha.. so today actually nth lo. so sianz.. i wanna do the miniatures for miss hoe. but then like i started a bit liao. so ugly.. eeks. then i paint half way also din finish. ban tu er fei. haiz.

haha.. the thur will be going back to sch to sell uniform. hehez. fun le.. jingyi call us go sell one. maybe can at least work for one pathetic day ba .lolz. yea.. hopefully can see teachers again=) haiz.. miss everything in the school. its gonez.. how come..? many of my frens when we were schooling, like all looking forward to work. now when they are working, they longed to school. haiz.. so mao dun...

okay.. maybe go play gb? haha.. i dunno .. byee

-tengwan

-9:54:00 PM



sunday
Sunday, December 19, 2004

hmm.. nth much today le. so boring i can say that. cos today in the morning all go out liao.left me alone at home. then somemore have to eat lunch alone. so sad. sunday le.. haiz.. then i just laze around lo.

hmm.. finally got the photos linked to my blog.haha.. got photo album liao. must thx to ts cos if not him, i wont be using the photobucket.lolz.. then uploaded lots of photos there..hehz.. thou i m still trying to like improve it. but i dun think i could.. i have limited html knowledge.. lolz..

okay.. think its less than a week to christmas. wish everyone out there a MERRY CHRISTMAS! and of cos a HAPPY NEW YEAR! haha.. do enjoy this special season of the year.. and say bye to 2004. its fast. another year has past haiz...

merry christmas....=)
okie dokie.. go liao.. c'ya!
-tengwan

-7:11:00 PM



oh.. i got into jjc sci le!
Friday, December 17, 2004

oh.. i cant believe.. hmm.. how come i got into jjc sci le? haha.. actually i also dunno which jc i wanna go. cos in the end i wan to go poly lo. hmm.. jjc sci is 14 le. but i got 16.. how come can get in? i wonder y.. i today 11 then wake up.haha.. then hvnt brush teeth on com and check the posting liao.hehez.. hmm..wonder how my frens getting n level results will fair. they will be getting it at 2.30. woo. wonder how chiamint, jiahui, yanbing, kaijing, chengpeng fair.. oh well.. wish them all the best and gd luck!

wee.. jjc sci.. hmm.. wonder lo.. but not many pple going jjc le.. only siew, yh, wq, zy.. blahz.. i duno. hmm.. wonder jiaying go where. errmz, feel confused and disappointed for some of my frenz.. what is innova jc? what's that? dunno lo.. they are thinking of appealling for a transfer. so sad.... then yr got into MI as expected..

i could say i m lucky. my first choice is jjc sci. and i got in. lucky. but not many pple i knw le. haiz. think go there have to join co again.. gosh.

okok.. that's all. blog next time!

-jjc tengwan?

-1:29:00 PM



chalet
Thursday, December 16, 2004

hmm.. okok.. now more awake liao. but still wan sleep haha...now shld like a bit type what happen ay the chalet? haha.. lame..

oh well, we reached there at around 2.30pm on 14th at pasir ris downtown east chalet.. cheryl book one.. so paiseh, her parents foot for all our spendings there le.. bu hao yi si. then we reached there, made two other frens of cheryl's pri sch fren.. they were fun.haha.. then we just laze around for a while and went to the seaside. at first wanna play volleyball. but no gd location and wats more the ball no air one.. no fun. and ended sitting on the rock by the sea. just a chat a bit and enjoy the sea breeze. but one thing i did not enjoy was the dirty beach. it was low tide. so was like all the rubbish scattered everywhere. so sad.

then after that we went back to chalet. play a while with some poker cards and we ordered pizza for dinner. which we had it on the double bed in chalet.haha.. quite new to me also. after that, 2 large trays of orange( peeled liao le) and watermelon was served to us. omg.. then we start eating again.. since we have to finish it as it was prepared by her ma.. so they actually bet on the fruits!!! haha.. so cute. they play tai dee and use the fruits as bet. then end up ah fam eating the most. eat until he wanna vomit. lolz
its also healthy ma, rite?


then after that we watch watch play play, and went to the arcade to play a while. not much things to play also. as i m not an arcade person. so was like i only know how to play those machines that could find words.. matching games and spot the diff games. lolz. we always do that one. i like spot the diff. hehez.. then after that we went back and ate cup noodle.. yummy.haha. of cos we got ourself bathe too.

then was the nightmare that follows. oops i beri bad. the boys started playing some game that the boys like a lot. errmz.. i dun think i shld say it out.. and they start recording the whole process in their hp. omg! aiyo.. and then we girls just sit around and play or watch tv ba. if i din forget. then till 3am in the morning we hvnt sleep. but me, jy, esther, yr wanna sleep le.. but then the boys and someone dun let us sleep and keep on shouting and talking and playing.. haiz.. but nvm.. its past.

then morning liao, we went to BK to eat breakfast.we were their first customers. haha.. then sianz liao we back to chalet again.. and laze around in there.. talk and play.. i also try out the xbox that they rented. quite nice and exciting le..haha.. the 2 guy (cheryl's pri sch fren) taught us how to play de.. hehez.. then the funniest part was when esther screams at what even she saw.. ahhhh.. haha... then instead of pressing the buttons to turn, she said it verbally. haha so funny. laugh till tummy ache. we waited so long before we went to wild wild wet. then play there lo. went down to the shiok pool and swim two rounds. after that went to sit that dunno what float de.. then come beri fast down one... haha.. quite fun. i sat that twice. after that went to the wave pool.. lolz. due to some reasons or another, we were in the wave pool for 4 times! omg... then the rounds and rounds of waves that swept.. then beri cold also.. grrr.. then i also got cut here and there.. the pple there splash water at us until one of their hands hit my gum.. ouch! it bled..

then fun part was mengjie went to sit the float.. then the instructors there call her xiao mei mei.. she not happy then splash water at the pple there.. haha.. cos infron he kept splashing water at us.. lolz... she splashed back.. then we all others in the queue all cheered for her.. then everyone looked at us.. so funny and fun.. hahaha

after everything, went to bbq at the back of the chalet.. eat and eat and eat.. and nth esle.. help a bit also la.. but i think i eat more than i help. haha.. oh well.. then after that we just laze on the bed and watch and talk(again..) but it was still nice and shiok. i also brought my uno stacko there to play.. then they play with it.. was so exciting and challenging.. wan to hai others in the end hai himself. haha... then got cheryl's sis fren come.. no one accompany her.. then we all accompany lo. she beri chio le.. haha.. then after everything came home in siew's car.. that ends the chalet liao lo.


but the thing i like most is when many of us dunno each other and we came in crowds.. but end up all like good frens that known for years. and came together to crap and play.. i really like that kind of openess and friendness.. really. its sweet and memorable.

then my bro got first in the national co competition for the open group catergory.. haha.. congras manz. too bad i din get to watch the prize presentation that they played last night.. awW.. so bad.

then now i like a lot of things to do like that..(again..) duno which to start. scare start liao later here finish half there finish half like that. i dun like. oh ya.. then just now went down to meet yr and jy to get back my uno stacko.haha.. we stood at the bb mrt station, then suddenly miss tan walked over and say hi. scare me sia.. haha.. so qiao. then after that saw one of our sch teacher walked past also. so qiao also..haha.. everything is such a conicidence..

okok.. gosh.. i think this post is toooooooo long.. sorry huh.. i overtype liao ...okok.. go play yq.
tata
-tengwan

-2:18:00 PM



back from chalet.hehz
Wednesday, December 15, 2004

haha.. lolz.. see la. i m back from 2g chalet liao. i cannot ta han liao la. yesterday only sleep not more than 3 hrs.. now beri tired sia.. then come back.. then today also play whole day. esp i swam like almost the whole afternoon. i can drop dead liao lo.then so sianz also.. reached home so fast with siew's dad car.. then at home now no one.. sobz..

shld i type out all that happened yesterday and today? i dunno le.. i think i tmw then type lo.. so tired liao.. my eyes hardly could open.. but still have to wait for them to come back. yesterday night they all lo. we 3 in the morning then wanna sleep. those guys dun allow us to sleep. and cont to make noise like their own world. lolz.. then end up din really sleep.. then they went out to watch sun rise and from there.. i get my precious sleep. haha.. so only like not more than 3 hrs lo. then cos not enough sleep i will get down with sinus again. and with the dripping nose, i went to swim. lolz got la. before that i got play xbox.hehez.. first time playing lo. the chalet can rent it one.. argh..okok.. think i typed a lot for the condition i m in now.. yawnZz.. shld i wait ? arghX..

yawnZing tengwan

-11:47:00 PM



going off..
Tuesday, December 14, 2004

hm.. this week, as i had said.. will be going off to downtown east for chalet with 2gianz.. haha.. wonder what we will do there and will have fun or not. not many pple also.. have packed all the things and once again, i find that i like beri kiasu.haha.. aiya..that's me lo.

and finally yesterday at lot 1 i found the thing i wan for so long.. the DIY mini furnishing..hehez.. its some minitures that i have to do it by myself. i planning to do and give to mh.. haha.. to thank her for all the guidance for 4 years.. somehow, she inspired me. really... haiz.. but leaving liao.. so sad. hmm.. think i only can do it only after when i come back from chalet lo. then also need to get down to those making of cards.. awW.. haha

then bought slippers yesterday.. for $2. blue colour de.. jy also bought one.. haha.. same colour.. later i think i m wearing.. lolz.. later both same.. then mistaken each other's slippers..haha..

hmm.. alrite.. jy and yr coming to my house soon.. will be setting off at around 12+ .. cos meeting others at 1.. lolz.. c'ya on fri.. or thur ba..dunno

-chalet tengwan

-10:39:00 AM



updated the blog
Sunday, December 12, 2004

hmm.. sort of updated the blog layout.. change sth and added some old photos. trying my best to make my things as short as possible..( but i dun think so...) haha.. thou the photos dun really look fantastic.. esp with the oversize pics.. haha.. i com bai chi ma.. cannot blame me. hehez..

then i also found that my blog is quite wordy... rite? everything is almost words and nth esle.. haiz.. find no pics to put le.. so sianz. oh well..

hmm.. nth much did today again.. just laze around, play com a while.. and spent most of my time watching tv.=p haha.. grr.. pig manz. tmw going out with 2gianz..

then haha.. my dad told me that camp over at seaside will be on the 31st le!! shiok.. counting down at the seaside this year! =p.. haha.. the light breeze with tents at the side.. shuang manz. and spend time with family.. so nice=) shld be at east coast park ba. i hope not too many pple lo..

hmm.. okok.. enough for the day.. not really much things to write about. oh ya.. got. made christmas cards liao. now starting to make CNY cards. lolz! haha.. pple order de. so make lo. who wanna buy also can buy. but i dun think got again lo. CNY cards mostly is adults send one.. not teens like us.=p

okok.. gtg.. maybe i shld sleep earlier tonite.. so tired. dunno y also..yawNz~

-tengwan

-10:34:00 PM



graduation ceremony.
Friday, December 10, 2004

a compo i wrote at my eng tuition last time... haiz.. now i felt its somehow real in some sense...

Stepping back to my secondary school, i felt a surge of familiarity and sense of attachment. The familiar environment i had stayed for the four years. it is my second home, Yet, i am now leaving. I wore back the bleached white uniform with a colourful school crest on my left chest. i saw my dearest friends who had accompanied me througout the secondary schoolife. they helped me to overcome insurmountable obstacles. And now, we have to part.


Heading upstairs via the spiral staircase situated at the heart of the school, i went up to the multi-purpose hall. The wide and spacious steps welcomed me. i met my teacher. My favourite teacher. Instantaneously, many memories flashed in my mind. i belong to Fuhua and forever and ever.

As i headed towards the hall with my teacher, on the stage wall sticks three dimension letterings that distinctively stand out from the wall. "Graduation Ceremony 2004" was written vivdly on the wall. Balloons consisting of spectrum of colours hung on the corners of the stage of the hall. Along the side were the display of masterpieces of our batch. I felt touched. i slowly drifted into a myriad of recollections.

Not long, the ceremony started. The principal started the ball rolling by presenting a graduation speech. i have always disliked the monotonous speech of his. However, this time, i attentively listened to his speech , it was my last time before i graduated. After fifteen minutes, i find his speech interesting that i never notice before. Looking meticulously around , familiar faces surrounded me. i could not bear to part with the school, environment, friends and all the laughters. it looked like rolls and rolls of films that flashed through my mind.

Captivated by the sound of strong flapping of school and national flag, i vividly recalled the usual flag-raising ceremony we used to had every morning.It was so sweet. Then, upon hearing a voice of our schoolmate that was presenting a graduation speech.

"All of us had grown to matured young adults. We must thank our teachers and the school that also uncovered our inner potential in us." he recited steadily.

In the finale, it allowed us to randomly congratulate one another and send best wishes. Many of us just hugged and cried. After some refreshments prepared by the school, the graduation ceremony ended with a robust cheer. The second graduating batch of the school were united as one voice. Our shoutings echoed in the hall that slowly spreaded to everywhere... ...representing our path taken in the future would be apart from each other.....

-9:36:00 PM



busy busy busy.. over what?


haiz.. days pass so quickly..its another week. and find that i din blog for a few days liao lo. hmm.. doing not really much these few days.. feel like wasting time. yet i like busy like that.. i dunno arghX. then my ma tell me to paint the house lo.. was like .. gosh.. i duno how le.. but last wed, i started some with my ma. haiz. will be continuing the rest on my own tmw. paint paint paint!

and the christmas cards.. well, finally finished it todaY! yea! but then haha.. not much earned le.. sianz.haiz.

next week gonna be a very very busy week.. so many things.. hmm. mon going out with ex-2g-ians to eat suki sushi again.. haha.. keep eating and eating.. but nvm la.. go with them lo. actually is me and yr make this meeting.. hmm.. then if i m not wrong.. we 2gians will be spending most of our time next week together.haha..cos we tue to thur going for chalet.hehez.. then also that gang.haha. then fri come back rest one day. maybe the weekend going off with my family to camping? haha.. not set yet.. but most likely. oWw.. so tired i shall be. haha.. hoping next week wil be indeed an enjoyable one ba!

then other than those, not really much to do.. gosh.. ya.. i went back to fuhua yesterday. to do what? oh well, just to pass some textbooks to my junoirs.. while they have huayue prac. haha.. quite fun while we are together. talk and talk and talk nonstop .. dots.. haha.. then in the end they din really prac. well, i guess every prac is like that lo.lolz. talk and no prac. then i tuned up one qin there, which is at least not as bad as other qins.. and guess what? i took like almost one hour to tune up and keep it a bit more better.. slow... snail sia. haiz.. cannot blame la. i dun really knw how to tune a yangqin de. then freakly mdm khor saw me tuning the qin and asked me if it is possible for me to see the "strings" for other 14 yangqins upstairs... 14!!!! omg! come'on, i m not a professional. i cant tune qin de le.! omg.. siao bo.. 14.. haha.. i take one home then i help they all tune lo.. otherwise, i lugi le..haha.. no la.. so many qins really can die.. even pro also say.. "wahhhh". haha.. last time my teacher saw 10 qins to tune, he faint. lolz. haha..

oh well, things just goes so fast.. many things now i can say" last time" "remembered".. haiz.. leaving fuhua, leaving co.. leaving the teachers that had get along for 4 years. the school compound thou it sort of sux.=p then frens... which have drifted one part further away.. haiz.. things just goes.. this is the period that when things goes and i m waiting for new things to come.. haiz..

the feeling of getting back to fuhua now is completely different. really feel very different. the feeling of u graduated and yet u came back.. its so funny. i cant explain it. its like seeing the familiar things that yet u are not going to contact with it anymore. its like memories will truly come to u when u see certain things. missing those memories will drift in my mind. a simple one is like when i went into the music room, they were having practise. then i recall back when we have our sectional prac there too. its so fun. and even having our syf combine there.. with around 70+ pple cramped up in the room.. united.. its so....... .... haiz....
or even i miss the times when spending hours and hours of my time in the art room. scuplting.. painting murals.. staring into the space of the art room. it just simply satisfy me.. even now... looking at the familiar walls.. with paintings hung on. the usual smell of the art room... unique.. in a way a mixture of colourings and wood or even the smell of hoe... haha.. now, i cant really bear to leave them all.. i cant..

haiz.. i think i shldnt continue... so sad.. think i post a compo i wrote.. lolz.. will a bit of say the feelings of leaving sch.. haiz.. so sad.. pple say yay.. finally leave liao.. yet, i cant really let things down after a period of time... when i m attached to it. haiz

-tengwan

-9:09:00 PM



busy busy busy.. over what?



-9:09:00 PM



art and games?
Monday, December 06, 2004

well, today we started making christmas cards.. guess what.. it wasnt as easy as i had thought of. just now i tried to colour it.. find it not easy le.. haiz.. how le?
today is abruptly spent.. some playing of com games.. and went to west mall and buy some envelop for the cards.. then know what? haha.. i saw sharon working in the la mian shop.. so funny.. with beri long black dress and red blouse.. haha.. oh well...a bit like co costume like that..haha..she still look as blur as ever during work ba... she din see me..=p

hmm.. wonder wil 2g chalet be successful or not.. like all so dead.. no one contact each other.. think all busy working..haiz.. so sad.. like lost contact all of the sudden..haiz

then started making the christmas cards.. so those who wanna support me .. can buy from me? haa.. but then i bet not much pple will buy.. haiz.. if wan just tell me! lolz.. hmm.. 1 card for $2. and 5 cards for $8...haha.. me and yunrou make one...! handmade.. all handmade. but i hope come out wont be so bad... pls...

okay.. think ma and pa coming back soon.. gotta go for dinner.. tata~!

-cardy tengwan


-7:19:00 PM



sunday.. its a week again
Sunday, December 05, 2004

its fast manz.. another week has gonez. haiz, so sad. really did nothing but laze around these few days. and really really did nth today other than watching tv, eat and sleep.lolz! like pig rite? haha.. maybe i getting fatter also.

hmm.. not really well lately. dunno y.. got gastric pain after each meal. when its full u knw. haiz. i also dunno y. then headache, here ache there ache. then later suddenly flu.. bad, bad.. the changing weather.aWw...

well, listening to disney music while i blog. i thot of doing a website up at yahoo geocities. but then, end up with probs at the uploading of pictures part. gosh.. bad.. then cannot do my page.. saddened.. haiz
yunrou coming my house tmw to do some christmas cards.. hmm.. then i a stroke of light struck me. why dun we made some and could sell them? haha.. wonder if it can be presentable or not lo. but i hope can le... haha.. at least wont feel so guilty like just sitting around each day and eat and sleep.. while many out there are working each day. exhausted when they come back.. hmm.. at least can spend some time and also earn some $$ i hope.. haha.. but hvnt decided whether to make and sell. it just strike me just now... not long ago.

hmm.. think i go play sims 2 ba.. cant carry on typing.. my left wrist hurts.. see lo, there hurt here hurt one...

tata~
-tengwan

-8:19:00 PM



another day pass by...
Saturday, December 04, 2004

hmm.. nth really much today ba.. just laze around at home.. cos i really dun feel like working.. so sianz.. ya, beri lazy rite? haha..

have been watching yi tian tu long ji today lo.. later will be continuing..haha.. my bro borrowed from his mdc frens. hmm... rather late to watch lo. but cannot blame la.. i man san pai de. last time exam cannot watch ma. must study. now got more time to watch. nice manz...haha.. mesmerized by it lo.

got so much things to do, yet i dunno which to start with. haiz..

okay. keep it short manz.. going back to yi tian. haha.. so sad.. vcr spoil. must watch on com..=(. but also nice la.. cos com in my room..haha..
byee~
adios~

-yi tian tengwan

-8:12:00 PM



hehez..
Thursday, December 02, 2004

well, these few days like nth like that lo. but everyday got go out. hmm.. for 3 consecutive days has been going out and shopping.. wahh.. gosh.. leg so tired. haha.. yesterday went to watch incredibles. haha.. nice plot. cutez also lo. went to watch with my cousin at west mall. then walk walk around lo. i find that i have been hanging out there for so many days liao..=p i beri lazy hor.. haiz..

then just now went to lot 1 with yunrou and jiaying to eat suki sushi.. haha.. buffet.. but nice.. can eat so many things lo. hmm.. i turning fat soon liao..haha..
then just did window shopping all the time at lot 1. and went to west mall library again... and borrow more books which precisely that i dun think i will be able to maintain and read it all. haha.. so thick..just borrow for shuang only..=p

its like all of the sudden, so many things to do that i dunno which one to start on first... hmm.. i really dunno.

today is the 2nd of dec. and it is the day that one month before, i was struggling hard for O level. and taking the first paper.. awW.. time really flies dun they? a month ago, i was mugging for the books. a month later.. i found myself shopping and lazing around.. what a great difference manz.. i find that the contrast is too great. but i dread going back to sch to study. but i find myself not studying weird.. haiz.. so the.... argh.....

find that myself is getting old! haiz.. really.. seeing those kids playing, chatting and looking at those primary school books at popular, parents busy buying next year's books for their kids. i find that time waits for no man. its really fast.. i thot i have just graduated from pri sch yesterday?? and now, i have come to the end of sec life. its so fast that i cant really catch up. really.. breathless from the race... and moving further and further away from the childhood days... sometimes i do think that the most naive and pure smiles comes from those young kids. smiling into watever they see.. watever they play. life is so simple. unlike now, when we have grown up. its much more complicated now... haiz..... i just miss those naive smiles..... its drifting away. and stay in my memories forever.................

okie dokie.... getting sentimental here liao.. think i gtg ba.. blog next time...
-the tengwan that misses childhood.....

-5:59:00 PM